Well,
if you could rewind to almost 4 months ago and I was walking for the first time
in the city of Quillabamba feeling completely overwhelmed with the language,
the culture, my companion, and my new missionary life. You would have DIED. I was so stressed, but
not, all at the same time. I knew I was supposed to be here and the Lord was
helping every step of the way. But through it all I have learned one thing. It
all comes down to love.
Love-it is amazing.
I was reading the general conference talk by
our prophet this week from 2 conferences ago and it just all clicked. In the
talk it described how if I love the Lord with all my heart might mind and
strength I will obey His commandments. And a part of this is to love all men.
We cannot truly love God if we do not love our fellow travelers on this mortal
journey. I have SO many weaknesses, and I need to improve so many aspects of my
life but if I realize that with love all things are possible. Especially the
love that I have for my Heavenly Father. If you could spend one day with
Hermana Hoskins and I……… you would LAUGH. We seriously don’t agree on anything.
Well except for the gospel, we both love our families, and we enjoy eating
food. But seriously, and it doesn’t help that we both have extremely bold and
confident personalities. When we disagree it is a good thing we are not
offended easily because we are pretty bold with each other at times. Oh I just
laugh… This girl has been my rock though. We have found our balance. But I was
wondering what that balance was. It was love. Christlike charity. We serve each
other. She knows when I need her to ask how I am. She knows when I need to take
two seconds and eat a chocolate candy bar. She knows when I need a note telling
me how amazing I am. She understands and recognizes. I appreciate this so much.
But as I have been here I have been reminded of what my parents have taught me.
Be thankful and loving. Tell those people what you appreciate about them. Tell
them specifically “Thank you for…” It really makes such a difference.
President
Monson goes on to say that we will never regret being kind. Especially in our
families. Say kind things, smile more, be interested in their experiences,
write them a note. There is too much impatience, too much arguing, too many fights,
too many tears. We need more people that will build others and be there as
someone to help them through this journey that is tough at times. I also
realize that the relationships NOW in my life are often the ones that need the
most love. Oh! I can’t tell you how grateful I am to be a missionary. Helping
others feel the love of our Heavenly Father is nothing I can describe.
Last
night we were able to run into an investigator we have been teaching. She has
been going through a lot. Her husband has not been getting paid by the
government for his job, she has had many traumatizing experiences in her past,
and she is now on her 3rd marriage. But wow! This woman has so much faith. She is so
humble and the cutest Mother. She has 3 kids and the two youngest are the
cutest 3 and 1 year old I have ever met. She wants to have the gospel. I can
see it in her eyes. But as we sat there talking with her about how her family
can be together forever I could just feel Heavenly Father testify to me about
how much he loves her. It is love. I then testified to her how much he loves
her and how much we love her.
Wow,
love heals. It brings hope. It strengthens relationships. It helps us enjoy the
journey right now. I am so grateful for a living prophet. I know he holds the
keys to lead and guide this church and if we heed to his council we can
overcome all right now, in our lives today. I LOVE YOU ALL. I am so grateful
for your examples and support. Until next week.
Hermana
Frame
Hermana Garcia has
been such a great friend here
and she is so patient to sit and talk
with me
each week!
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Abuelita! She LOVED us
painting her nails
and talking with her about her life this week.
Oh I love her
so much!
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